A lot has happened, I suppose.

I have a job again. I work at Bufords. Its attached to Quality Inns and Suites in Ames.
Its actually pretty fun. I didn't know waitressing could be exciting.
It is hard work though, especially when I have to do banquets. But..money is money.

I've started my outpatient treatment classes. I've only been to two though. They are alright. Eight weeks of doing homework, watching movies, and listening to a counselor talk. No biggie.

I have quite a few things to pay off. Mostly fines and probation fees. Which, speaking of probation, I STILL haven't started yet. On the seventeenth will be my first meeting. -sigh- Maybe I can get done early.

And, probably the best news of all. I went to a Pure Romance party. It was hilarious. I was picked to help show off this strap thing that holds a woman's legs in the air, or a man's too, if you so please. It was absolutely hilarious. As a prize for doing it I got a sample packet of this stuff that you rub on your clit and it makes you horny..really horny.

Not only did I attend one, I'm going to be hosting my own! How exciting right. That means I get free stuff, which is good, because at the time I didn't have any money to buy anything, and trust me, there were a couple of things I wanted.
So I will be having my own, and hopefully everyone invited buys a bunch of stuff, becuase then I get to pick anything from the cateloge and only pay thirteen dollars for it!

Anyway, I'm sure there are a few things I've forgotten, but that's alright. I'll think of them later.
Till then, toodles!

I've been unable to draw what I want lately..
Maybe I'm not quite cut out for it.

I still have so many drawing of clothing designs to put up. But I haven't inked and colored them in yet. I vaguely wonder if I have my stuff with me.
I suppose I'll take a look and give it a shot, though I want to make copies and try out some different colors.

Anyway, I'll see what I can do.
Toodles boys and girls..anyone listening that is..

I went to a therapist the other day.
It was actually nice. Not like the first time.
The lady was surprised when I told her the first guy said he couldn't find anything wrong with me.
I like her.
Answered a bunch of questions, even cried a little.
But, I think it went pretty well..

So many things and nowhere to start.

I was arrested.
I spent a night in jail.
I might have to go back.
I quit my job because my boss thinks she knows what she's doing.
I got evicted and have to deal with my mother.
A relationship started and ended, and sorta maybe but probably not started again.
I had sex with a married man.
I have no money.
And my car is broken.

Wonderful times, don't it seem.

Might have Borderline Personality Disorder as well.

I broke down at work today. Right there in the back room, I'm sure the customers could hear me crying.
-shrugs-
Can't take it back now.
I was supposed to write "Quick, stop in for a smoothie before it gets cold out." I did on one side, the otherside I wrote "Quick, stop in so we can use your children for our Ham and Chicken Salad."
I wonder who will notice first.
I'm sure I'll regret it, but the plus side is that the board isn't where anyone can see it.